As I’ve mentioned before, I’ve tried a LOT of diets over the years: Atkins, The Zone, South Beach, Weight Watchers, Fat Flush, Low-Fat, Low-Cal… I’ve even tried a wacky one where you eat these gross mock-chocolate-flavored fibre pellets 6x a day instead of meals every other day. I lasted I think 1 day on that one… crashed and burned miserably on the rest, too. Some sooner than others. The benefit of trying all these things is being able to take a few bits here and there that did work, or that I did like, and incorporate them into my own eating plan.
I do know that as someone who is insulin resistant, carbs can be my downfall. Not only because refined sugars and starches end up straight on my hips thanks to the excess insulin that ends up in my system when my blood sugar spikes, but also because for me they’re as addictive as crack. I read somewhere once that the foods you tend to crave are foods you’re most likely sensitive or allergic to. That makes sense. I don’t CRAVE carrots or apples, even though I love them and they’re good to me. I crave pretzels dipped in nutella, or a whole bag of sea salt & vinegar chips! lol… So, from diets like atkins and southbeach, it make sense for my body to limit refined sugars, grains and starches like potato products, baked goods and sweets.
I had great success doing Ann Louise Gittleman’s Fat Flush Plan, but it is pretty restrictive and requires you drink a lot of liquids like hot lemon water and cranberry water [or regular water after the initial detox phase] and I felt like I was constantly in the bathroom, which probably wasn’t a bad thing. There’s also no dairy, sugar, alcohol, grains, legumes, potatoes, or SALT. It was that last thing that put me over the edge. I remember losing 13 lbs in one month doing that plan and I cheated on half the days. I couldn’t eliminate all dairy – I still used butter to sautée veggies in, and I still sprinkled parmasan cheese on things… but I still lost weight. Was I happy? Not really. I remember being tired and headachy, which was said to be expected as my body flushed out toxins. I did like the hot lemon water before meals to warm up the liver, and I did like the peculiar ‘long life cocktails’ that you’re supposed to take upon waking and before bed each day. I make my own version in the mornings, which I call my “mud” because that’s what it looks like. It actually doesn’t taste that bad, and it’s a nice start to the day, to curb my hunger before I workout without eating a meal beforehand [I always wake up famished]. I posted the ‘recipe’ for it HERE.
I really liked Christine Lydon’s Ten Years Thinner plan as well, and think it is the most doable and sustainable plan I’ve come across. And I intend to try it soon. I took to her exercise plan right away and use it in my routine, just not 4 days in a row as she recommends. It was too much on my knees, so I alternate between that and HIIT on the bike and toss in some yoga as well. I’m gearing up to finally give her diet plan a try. I just need to get organized and do some grocery shopping. Basically, you eat 3 meals and 2-3 snacks a day. The first few weeks are more restrictive and they they have you add whole grains, dairy and legumes, etc. back in eventually. I think because I’m in no rush to lose weight, I’m more about feeling better, I’d just skip to the maintenance plan, which is still worlds better than how I eat now. lol…
I also take a bevy of supplements most days. I’ve changed and refined my selection over the years, to the point where I take things I know are good for me, but honestly can’t remember why anymore. I’d have to look it all up. I liken what I take to a multivitamin. Except that I only take what I think I need separately because personally, I feel that most multi’s, while a great start, don’t give you enough of what you really need and throw in a bunch of stuff you really don’t, because they sound cool in their advertising, when in reality you get plenty of the tiny trace amounts of these ‘trendy nutrients’ in your daily diet if you eat even somewhat healthy [and eat a decent mix of meat, fish and poultry, preferable organic grass fed, wild-caught and free-range respectively]. I’ll do the rundown of what I take and why in another post or page soon. It’s way too much information to put all in one spot.
So… All this being said, now I just have to start. I know I have the know-how, and I know it’s not difficult. But for some reason I’ve been hesitating. Probably because I love food so much and use it for more than fuel. It’s a source of pleasure, a reward, a way of self-medicating when I’m anxious or stressed out. I take in a lot of excess calories because of my emotional need for food. But my emotional needs will get worse if my body starts crapping out on me due to any number of diseases caused by years and years of eating excessive empty calories. I’m also afraid of failing YET AGAIN because I have failed so many times before. And I’m at a place where I don’t hate my body. I actually love my body, and because of that I’m starting to realize if I really do love my body, I’ll stop abusing it so regularly. An indulgence here and there is fine, but not every day. I am getting better with moderation, and I know that whatever I choose to do will be because I want to feel better – and that nothing is off-limits for all of eternity. If I really want some ice cream, I’d rather have a small scoop now and then and enjoy it vs. deprive myself and then downing a whole pint of Häagen–Daz Fleur de Sel.
Anyway, I ordered some hypnosis CDs to help me reprogram my ‘back talk’ as I’ve heard the subconscious referred to as. lol… I’ll let you know if they work but I”m hoping that in conjunction with hypnosis, I’ll be able to change my inner feelings towards food and really make some life-long changes. I’ve learned from past experience that if the subconscious doesn’t agree with what you’re doing, you’re doomed to fail… I wish I had the time to meditate all day long and change that inner taperecorder the old-fashioned way, but I don’t, so I’ll gladly get help from technology [as long as there’s a money back guarantee…]. ;)
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